Ella's Broken Heart

Tonight John and I were looking at pictures of our old house. Our conversation went like this:

John: Oh man, look at that lush grass.
Me: Looking at these pictures makes me sad. I feel like there is a pit in my stomach.
Ella: My heart is broken

Funny girl, we didn't know she had feelings for the old homestead.

Please forgive me

I think it's hitting me. You are going to have to bear with me for the next few months as I eulogize my house and everything good that WA was and is. Building this house was A LOT of hard work and stressful at times, but looking at pictures tonight just made me sad. It's amazing how fast the direction you want for your life can change. Changes (even welcomed ones) are still so very hard.


I'm not even going to touch the leaving family/ friends issue. Yikes, way too sad.